Resolved to Surrender

At the beginning of the New Year I had made a resolution: I was going to take a bubble bath once a week!A perfect kind of resolution!The first few weeks into the year I was beside myself, for I came to realize God desired so much more from my life than I had been giving Him. In the midst of motherhood and babies; being a loving wife and intentional mother, I lost the vision for myself.I lost the desire to dream in the midst of diapers.I lost the desire to plan in the “to do” lists.I had lost the joy of the work set before me.The idea of God desiring to use me for more was daunting and overwhelming. I had nothing else to give. Yet, I was restless and discontent.